I’m going to stop using this. Maybe I’ll make a different one or just write in an actual diary.. But diaries…they aren’t objects to throw at the writers face..I’m growing over everything. I just don’t let my emotions in. I feel as little as possible. It’s easier that way. With my job I will be out of the house in a year from now. I will change my name and move to the opposite end of the country from everyone I know. I will start a new life. I will start clean where nobody judges me. And nobody looks down at me or hates me. Nobody will want revenge on me..one year from now. Anyways, I’m going to stop using this. I might even delete it.