A lot of things have happened..
I originally planned on doing it on Monday. Monday morning Angel messaged me. The guy that I got caught naked with in the car. It turns out that he did not get put as a sex offender and all he had to do was sit his time for the two parking tickets he got and didn’t go to court for. He doesn’t hate me like I thought. He actually thought I would hate him. He says that he missed me. So I saw him again monday afternoon and we talked.. I also saw him Tuesday afternoon at the same time. Now I feel less guilty.
I just went outside to see the eclipse. The blood moon I think. This is the second one I’ve seen in my entire life. There will be a total of four but I will sadly only get to see two.
I have decided that now is the best time to do it..It isn’t about them, it’s about my depression and how big and uncontrollable it has gotten.