I get my medicine on Monday. I am going hiking with my father tomorrow. I will try to take pictures of the stars up in the mountains.
My relationship with my father is rocky..but my relationship with most of my family is rocky so I guess that isn’t saying much.
I haven’t started on letters. I’ve just been thinking about what I would put in them. School has been time consuming. I got sidetracked and started looking at videos on my computer. There were so many videos with John.. I think I’m going to send him all of them through his old email address, so that he might discover it when I’m gone. I just hope that he hasn’t deleted it..If he did delete it then I guess it just wasn’t meant for him to get. I will probably wait another week to actually do it. My birthday is in november. November 1st…I feel so old..I feel like my life is going by so fast, that I was just 15 a couple days ago. But in a month I’ll only one year until I’m an adult. It’s just…impossible.