I could overdose right now and nobody would care. My mother and family would care but only because that’s what they’re supposed to do.
John…I miss him. I think about him all the time. I cannot control my tears.. I knew I would have consequences but I don’t think I can take it..
im going to take the easy way out. I’ll send him my important things and tell him that I love him. A week from now I’m going to drink the rest of my depression medicine and hope to be set to rest..I hope peace is waiting for me.
I’ll write a letter to each member of my family. I love them so much..I’ll also write to John and talk some things over with Ethan.